CH 1 The Nature of the Problem
“Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgement difficult.” – Hippocrates (460-400 B.C.)
“Making art is difficult.”
That is the first sentence. It’s like a V8 moment, who is going to come out and smack your head like “Duh!”
But as simple a sentence, it is actually very true and very complex. Art is difficult. I don’t understand or “get” everything I see. I listen to people talk about the subtle hints of this and that the unspoken garbledy gook that they see in the piece because it is so open to interpretation that it can be anything you want it to be and so it is. And so it is art. Thus the process of making that art is equally as difficult. You have to take a journey. Guggenheim Fellow Betsy Schneider once said, “Art is not the process of going from A to B, it is going from A to X and the journey that takes you there.” That is as big a truth as any I have ever experienced. But WHY is it so difficult?
“Often the work we have not done seems more real in our minds than the pieces we have completed.”
This is true for me, I can imagine what it would look like, but How do you start to make it? The jumping off point is always the hardest for me. How do I start a project that I want to be so meaningful and fantastic…well I don’t. and then I wonder what happened to all the great ideas I had.
“It’s easy to imagine that artists doubted their calling less when working in the service of God than when working in the service of self.”
I’m sure that Michelangelo had bad days, I mean the Pope was kind of a dick about the Sistine chapel and all, but he did it. He accomplished some of the most amazing art the world has seen. He had a commission to make a place of holiness more beautiful and that would ensure he worked for the rest of his life. He had the benefactors to ensure he didn’t want for too much, oh how I would love to come across a modern day Medici. He had all kinds of opportunities for success in those olde days that we just don’t have the opportunity for these days.
“Making art now means working in the face of uncertainty; it means living with doubt and contradiction, doing something no one much cares whether you do, and for which there may be neither audience or reward.”
Reality is a cold hearted bitch. The trick is to realizing that and moving forward anyway, like having to go to family dinner with that crabby relative you’d rather avoid and and getting home without saying anything rude back or physically harming them.
“Conrad’s view of Fatalism: namely, that it is a species of fear – the fear that your fate is in your own hands, but that your hands are weak.”
This is my greatest flaw. This is why I seek safe zones, this is why my life is mediocre at best.
“In large measure becoming an artist consists of learning to accept yourself, …and in following your own voice.”
That voice that says MAKE ART! but doesn’t tell you how, or what, or why, it just knows it needs to make to breathe and accepting who you are and how you make work so you can work with yourself instead of against, so that you actually having something to hold and look at and improve upon.
“The function of the overwhelming majority of your artwork is simply to teach you how to make the small fraction of your artwork that soars.”
Makes quality work, not quantity work. 25 pages of contact sheets won’t help you make beautiful photos. It just shows you how much film you wasted. 1 or 2 good shots but of those “good shots” how many are exceptional? but again, we are making ordinary art, we aren’t Mozarts or Picassos or Van Goghs, we are ordinary, and in that ordinary we CAN make something extraordinary if we just keep swimming.